Thursday, December 31, 2009

bapaku masuk hospital klang

Last nite, suddenly my father ada stroke like symptoms...this afternoon...referred from sabak bernam hospital to klang hospital 4 further mx ( CT, speciality) and my younger brother(azam, form5 2010)accompanying him. May Allah give u straight flying colour of A in SPM. Amin! and to my other younger brother syafik, PMR candidate 2010, tq for ur helps, helping abah & mak, may Allah give u straight 9 A's in upcoming PMR.
To my father, hopefully to recover very soon although he's recovering :). May Allah give him and my mother the best health and be healthier than before. Amin! Just now, I've received a message from Dr ila & Dr Fairuz( my sister and husband) telling CT brain show no icb( intracranial bleeding) & only ischemia. Alhamdulillah, nothing bad happens. However after long travels and ambulans lag, my father preferred to stay for 2-3 days in the ward under intelligent supervision of physician.
To my other siblings(nami, jaja aka fairuz, hanisah, hanum, kamil & Dina),may Allah give success, wealth and health in ur life.Tq for ur uncountable contributions.
To my lovely wife, Dr Intan,tq for ur infinite supportive supports and may Allah give u Excellent Phd.
TQ Allah!

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fantasi terakhir ( Kiroro - Mirai e)

hora ashimoto wo mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae wo mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
haha ga kureta
takusan no yasashisa
ai wo idaite ayumeto kurikaeshita
ano toki wa mada osanakute imi nado shiranai
sonna watashi no te wo nigiri
isshoni ayundekita
yume wa itsumo
sora takaku aru kara
todokanakute kowai ne dakedo oitsuzukeruno
jibun no story dakara koso akirametakunai
fuan ni naruto te wo nigiri
isshoni ayundekita
sono yasashisa wo toki ni wa iyagari
hanareta haha e sunao ni narezu
hora ashimoto wo mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae wo mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
sono yasashisa wo toki ni wa iyagari
hanareta haha e sunao ni narezu
hora ashimoto wo mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae wo mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
hora ashimoto wo mite goran
kore ga anata no ayumu michi
hora mae wo mite goran
are ga anata no mirai
mirai e mukatte
yukkuri to aruite yukou


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hari ni malas masak

dr kul 8pg, gi teman isteri kat fac, uni sunyi and spooky..nobody will be there till early january.. why? christmas and new year breaks 4 2 weeks...dok layan cerita vampire.. tgk jam dah tgh hari.. lapar.. so gerak balik rumah... on d way singgah Ararat's kebab beli 1 chicken vege pide ala2 pizza tp roti lg sedap, 1 fish burger with mayo & chili sauces and a double meat chicken the lots(cheese& egg) with tomato& bbq sauces. sementara tunggu order siap, gi la ke kong's groceries beli ape2 yg patut.. tibe2 jumpe fresh kangkung, apalg, terus amik pas byr bbrp dolar. then amik order terus balik rumah kat hujung jalan broadway. basuh tangan, bc doa terus lahap pide, x sampai 3 min pide habis, bukak doner & shared berdua, sampai habis sambil layan cerita Dr Phil, minum air pink guava nectar and milk... yum2... dlm kul 5.30pm gi fac balik sampai maghrib... pastu makan fish burger.. 8:15 pm gi fac balik.. busy gak aku ni... hahahaha.. :)


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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

FAILURE OR GAGAL...

Have u ever failed in your life? life means since u were born till now and failed means unable to succeed in certain thing through out your life. For me, failure and success are always happen in my life. Let's go more specific, in other word, let's us classify them or in better way is let's get organized. Failure can be categorized into few types:
1- Failure in education.
2- Failure as a good Muslim.
3- Failure as a person.
4- Faiure in others.
This classification is my classification, this is the way I view and perceive failure. Each type of failure had different effects on me and has had helped me in maturing my thinking. Some people say failure is weak, bad, stupid, lazy,stress etc but some say failure is a booster , which enhances the failed person's body either physically, mentally or spiritually. I will discuss about failure as a booster later.
My failure is my precious. Some say the failure of other people is precious to them because they can avoid the failure from occurring in their life, so, they safe time,money etc.In other word, failure of other people helping them to be a better person and having better life. People always equalize failure is mistake. Therefore, learning from other people mistakes is the best way to avoid failure. All of these mean, we take as an example of failure of others, and live without repeating of other's failure. I remember an additional mathematic teacher during my form 4 of secondary school, she used to say learn from mistakes, but don't make a lot of them. I wondered in mind that time, what do you meant by mistakes?those mistakes are made by us or not? But now I realized that mistakes cause failures and either we make them or made by others.
A lot of questions had just popped in my mind, do the failure has a better coping skills than others? more patient than others? a failed person always fail, and a succeed person always success?can we answer those question, they seem easy but tricky....to be continued.